Two nights ago, we talked (or rather specifically..texted..Those who are my closest friends in church..you know who I'm talking about..). We talked about a lot of things..particularly "HIS sport". He also told me he has a decision to make whether to leave to make his dream come true or to stay and let go of that once-in-a-lifetime oppurtunity. Another reason is "HIS love" who is migrating in the place he will soon go. She makes up 90% of his decision, he added.
HE wants to go..I know HE wants to go..but what I really HATE about HIM is what he said. HE'S so MAHANGIN..I REALLY HATE HIM!!! That time, I was really cold to HIM. I didn't care if he leaves or not..I even heard my mind screaming: "IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE, THEN LEAVE!!!" I know that was pretty nasty, but..HE's so insensitive..he only cares about HIS ambition..and HIS girl (Hey guyz..don't even think that I like this JERK (sorry for the term..)..). I can't help being frank, but what I really want to say is..Now, HE's going for HIS dream. But, what about HIS studies? Yeah, I know HE's rich, but..is HE already contented with a life of only a ______ player? HE even mentioned about HE being famous..what if that wouldn't happen? What will happen next?
I know I have no rights to say any of those words, but HE's still my friend even though I'm still angry at HIM. If he wants to leave, then leave because everyone in this world wants to fulfill his/her dream.
To my church ka-barkads>> By the way, I can't explain the whole story. You will also get to know everything we talked about when he's ready. I advised him about it. Before I go, I just want to say that..be ready for what he's about to say.
Sayonara..
Cheska's thoughts at 7:15 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.
