Yeah..the title says it all..I juz really feel like sharing a couple of thoughts during the week..
<07.27.05>
-Past is past-..that was my motto in life..but it seems the past is always hunting me..filling up my thoughts and bringing back the feelings I had for him for about 3 years..
Why do I feel strange everytime someone mentions his (my 3-year crush..) name?
After all this time, are my feelings for him still remain inside of me?
I don't want to think about him anymore..however the ghost of the past is hunting me..
I'm confused..do I still have feelings for him?
<07.28.05>
-The hardest part in loving someone is letting that person go..that is true love-..this is what I texted to her.. -There are so many other guys that are better than him-..I even added..
She had finally let the person go..I know she did this so she wouldn't hurt herself that he would like her back..But I'm so dissapointed to him..He's so BLIND and NAIVE..Another girl covered his eyes with her hands so he could only see her and only her..
Will he ever see the truth behind all the lies?
When will be the time that he will finally open his eyes?
The perfect song for the BLIND person.. I only wish that he would finally see the truth..
BLIND by Lifehouse
I was young but wasnt naive I watch helpless As you turn around to leave And still have the pain I have to carry A past so deep That even you could not bury it if you tried
After all this time I never thought we d be here When my love for you was blind But couldnt make you see it Couldnt make you see it That I loved you more Then you will never know And a part of me died When I let you go
I would fall asleep Only in the hopes of dreaming That everything Would be like it was before But nights like these It seems are slowly fleeting They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time I never thought we d be here Never thought we d be here When my love for you is blind But I coulndnt make you see it Couldnt make you see it That I loved you more Then you will never know And part of me died When I let you go
After all this why Would you ever want to leave Maybe you could not believe it That my love for you is blind But I couldnt make you see it Couldnt make you see it That I loved you more Then you will ever know And part of me died When I let you go That I loved you more Then you will ever know And part of me died When I let you go
Cheska's thoughts at 3:49 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.
