He is the paint of a magnificent painting.. The air in which I breathe.. And the sound of every heartbeat.. He is my North.. My crush, my inspiration..
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Counting down the days filled with my inspiration..
Monday -07.11.05-
I cant stop thinking of him.. (Am I shot by Cupids arrow?)..n_n..
Tuesday -07.12.05-
He still has his footprints in the sand. I keep on asking myself if I'm developing a crush on him already.. (I even thought if he will go to the event happening tomorrow..Hehehe..CCBCers you know about this event..n_n..I wish he will be able to go..)
Wednesday -07.13.05- *freaks out, screams, and runs around the house*..I can not believe it!!*Speaks as she pants* He..he..he actually e-mailed me!! He really e-mailed me!! (It was not anything personal..just some kind of..church matter..n_n..) He told me that he just sent it because he can not figure out to whom he could send it to. I even chuckled lightly when I noticed he was being so polite (I mean..with the po and opo..) At first, I didn't know who it was, but when I read the name over and over again, I gasped with disbelief. I have the feeling that the sender was ______ (sorry..cant tell you yet..n_n..) because his user name as well as his e-mail ad perfectly matches! *freaks out..again..* That same night, mom asked me to deliver a cake to Tita Jot. When I went to their house (the Velasquez family is actually our neighbor..), I was surprised to see Mike. He said that the person who sent me the e-mail a while ago was really the person I was thinking of!! *this time really freaks out..* (He knew this because I texted him before I went to their house..). Gosh!! Im really freaked out!!
Thursday -07.14.05- *freaks out for..how many times already?..hehe..n_n..* Why does he (my inspiration..) always appear everywhere and in whatever I do?! (He even showed up in my Biology test!!)
I replied to his message just like Mike said..I can't wait for him to reply my message!!..n_n..
Friday (Today) -07.15.05- *claps her hands happily* I can't wait for tomorrow!! All my friends will be there (except for Krizsa..awww..)!! I hope he will be there, too!!
Still no reply yet..but I managed to add him in my Friendster account!!..n_n..
So..am I absolutely inspired? I just hope I would be able to meet his standards..He is way, way up there while I am stuck at the bittersweet half..Anyway..I hope he would serve not only as an inspiration in my heart but also an inspiration in my studies (I wish I would be able to meet his standards..*sigh*)..
Sayonara..n_n.. PS: >>If wondering who my new inspiration is..well..a few people only know..but anyway, one clue for you is that he is sooo, sooo much better than my last..so..take a look around..n_n.. >>Gundam Seed Destiny Update: - Fourth OP of Gundam Seed Destiny is Wings of Words by CHEMISTRY - Fourth ED of Gundam Seed Destiny isKimi Wa Boku Ni Niteiru (You Like Me) bySEE-SAW - Unexpected loveteam!! It is not Rey and Lunamaria, but Shin and Lunamaria!! (I even saw a screenshot of them hugging and kissing each other!!)
Cheska's thoughts at 5:10 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.