**[her bittersweet melodrama]**

This day is absolutely bad..
Nakakaka-bad trip tlga..
Shocks!! I really feel awful and frustrated..

I felt absolutely frustrated when it was already our Biology period. Why? Simply because of my stupidity and carelessness, I've wasted 20 precious points in the last part of our Mid-Qtr exam!! We were supposed to make a Dihybrid Cross, but instead of that, I did a Monohybrid (now, how stupid is that?!?!)!!! I am supposed to get a 99, but because that, I got a 81!!! Because of the frustration I felt, I couldn't help but cry and cry on my seat. A few of my classmates try to comfort me and well, it quite made me feel ok.

A while ago, he went onlyn. Then, I waited impatiently for 3 minutes. When 3 minutes were over, I typed:

Me: Wala tlga satin ang magtatype noh?

BUZZ!!!

You know what happened next? HE SUDDENLY WENT OFFLINE!!! And the worse thing?!?! HE DIDN'T LEFT ME A REPLY!!! Great just great!!! I thought he would make me happy for this day, but he made it even worse!!! I even texted him, but still, NO REPLY!!! What's going on?!?! I'm having one of the worst days of my life!!!

-*- Lesson of the Day: Don't expect too much. (This is for that Biology Mid-Qtr exam. I honestly expected that I would get a perfect score, but now, I've learned my lesson.)
-*- To those who comforted me a while ago, thank you for making me feel better.
-*- I absolutely don't know what's with him.

Cheska's thoughts at 7:34 PM

Okie..you probably know that this entry is all about ihcihsuj..But, hey, let's face it..I really like-like him..n_n..

Ang kulit nya tlga!! Pero he's really weird yet funny. Ewan ko ba..basta..siya kc eh!! He did something that absolutely made me chuckle (you probably know that this is different from a laugh right?) but, I guess that's how people talk when they come from such schools. But, he's alright. I don't mind. I just really like-like him..n_n..

Pasensya na kung maikli lng entry ko ngyn..ayoko lng kc mag-elaborate eh..hehehe..

Basta..feeling ko narin pasaway me ngyn eh..n_n..

Sayonara..n_n..

PS: Kanina pa sya pasaway tapos hanggang ngyn. Haii..oh well..as I always say..that's life. Oh..btw..if you want to know the story..I'll juz tell yah!!

Cheska's thoughts at 7:05 PM

I hate this day because:

First: I'm absolutely 100% sure I'm going to fail my Math Mid-Quarter exam!!! D***, if only I could scream right now!!! Last night, I even made a promise to my mother that I would pull my Math grade up - from that 85 in the card to 90+. But, now it seems so impossible. I think I was pressured because of that promise. Shocks! Why did I even say that?!?! Aaarrrggghhh..I feel absolutely frustrated!!! It would even make me out of the Honor List!!! Aaahhh!!!!!!!

Second: How dare she do such things?!?! Cheating and even using other people's feelings just to get what she wants and be under the spotlight..how low is that?!?! She even doesn't deserve such a ranking!!! It's not that I'm jealous, but she's the LOWEST of all low people I've ever known. Gosh!!! Why are there people like her?!?! And, how naive of her?!?! She doesn't even know that many people hate her already because of how she acts and thinks!!!

Sorry if I have to scream my lungs out in this post. I just really hate this day!!!

Sayonara..

PS: Don't even think about it. Don't jump to conclusions. If the person you are thinking is the one I mentioned, hey, think twice.

Cheska's thoughts at 3:15 PM

-Ibang klase talaga pag kasama mo siya- yun lang masasabi ko. To tell you the truth, I almost spent my whole morning with him. We talked after class, before Krizsa and I went to McDo, and after service. I absolutely can’t blame him why I had fallen for him..he’s such a wonderful guy. We seem to feel very comfortable with each other. Tapos, ang tiyaga pa niya. Nilalagnat na nga eh..nag-aaral pa ng Trigo. I told him to rest (because I think all he needs is a lot of rest..) and drink juices (Calamansi-na-wala-masyadong-asukal juice and Salabat (ginger juice)), but I don’t want to push him just because I’m worried. Well, he needs to study. I would probably even do that just for grades.

Anyway, he’s really special to me. I think there’s nothing wrong or malice in our –friendship- (if you really call that –friendship-..). And, I think he only sees me as a friend. It’s alright with me if he can’t return my feelings as long as..we are open to each other..n_n..

PS:
~ I remembered one line he said that made me smile:
-Di muna ako attend ng fellowship. Baka mahawa ka lang sakin.-

Alam ko medyo mababaw pero these words are enough for me to be happy..n_n..

~ Saya ng fellowship!! Super saya talaga!!

Sayonara..n_n..

Cheska's thoughts at 9:47 PM

So many things happened..aLL of them made me smiLe and Laugh..n_n..

Hahaha..ihcihsuj was there..in his usuaL cuteness..^blush^blush^..

A while ago, we celebrated Krizsa s bday (Happy Birthday!!!). Hehehe..ang saya namin sa arcade!! Ang sakit na naman ng mga kamay ko!! Tapos, nag-Dance Revo na may kamay pa kami ni Osan!! Aray, ang sakit ng mga braso ko!! Papayat ako nito eh!! Anyway, masay naman eh..pauLit-uLit kmi..n_n..

Ay, before I forget, may nangyari kay Osan habang tumakbo kami. Hehehe..nag-sumersault lng naman sya..teehee..n_n..Buti nga eh..waLang masyadong tao at tumawa Lng sya na parang nababaLiw..

Hehehe..nag-YM din kmi ni ihcihsuj kanina..may sinend sya sakin kaso ayaw mabukas. Sayang! Nakakatuwa daw yun..oh weLL at least..we are now comfortabLe with each other..we even text each other more often..ibang klase tlga sya..ibang klase tlga ang nararamdaman ko pra sa kanya..n_n..

See? All I can do is to smile and laugh..n_n..

Sayonara..n_n..

Cheska's thoughts at 11:16 PM

I'm supposed to post this last night, but unfortunately, I was really sleepy..

Yesterday, all I felt was happiness. I almost even cried because of it. We're officially friends again. I was really touched how she was thankful to me for being there with her. She thought that I was worrying about her that time, and it is true. Her situation was quite critical, and I could not help but worry. She also told me to forget about what happened in the past and admitted her mistake.

I felt really happy. To tell you the truth, I never felt angry at her besides what she did to me. When I transferred, I realized she was one of the special people I miss so much. I still treat her as my friend during those days when I transferred. We have been friends for many years. And now, she is back. The friend I have always known and always cared for. She has only grown mature, but still...she is always that friend I love since I started my Elementary years..n_n..

Sayonara..n_n..

Cheska's thoughts at 1:10 PM

Hehehe..back again..n_n..

Juz wanna tel u that i had created a new fanfic in http://www.fanfiction.net, entitled -Love Takes Up the Glass of Time-. Here, let me give u the summary:

He is already 25, a widower, a doctor, and a father of his one and only child (daughter). She is already 23, a widow, a teacher and a mother of her only child (son). Will love blossom again and bring back all the lovely memories? AthrunxCagalli One-shot

Obviously, this is another Gundam SEED/Destiny fanfic.

Btw, if u have noticed something in my poems, well..plainly i am creating a series of them. These poems are created from feelings in everyday life, particularly love. Tell me what you think of my poems like if they need more improvement or they sound great -- juz tell ok. I am still working on my writing skills.

Tnx..

Sayonara..n_n..

Cheska's thoughts at 10:05 PM

Wahoo!!!

It was First Quarterly Convocation a while ago. All of us are nervous because the HS Convo is as more than just a program, but a CONTEST. We were the fourth class to perform. Frankly, the presentations of the other classes were absolutely..BOOORRRIIINNNGGG!!! Everyone was nervous, but somehow I managed to cheer them out and tell them that WE CAN DO IT. Then, we are finally called to perform. Everything went smoothly -- our dubbers were great (^claps her hands^ for Johanna and Alto), props were handled in good condition, the sound system was excellent (of course, it was supervised by me..n_n..), our dance numbers really got the audience's attention (especially when my classmates sang and danced -It's a Hard Knox Life- with those mini-skirts, knee-high socks, and pigtails for the girls, while the boys wore suspenders that made them look like LITTLE boys and girls, and of course, when Marc T. sang -Liwanag sa Dilim-) that made me think that we had the highest score for the Audience Impact, and most of all, the superb acting done by Paul (hehehe..si bida..), Mariel (NANAY!!!..n_n..), and the rest of the actors. While waiting for the announcement of the results, it was time for the Awarding Ceremony. Surprisingly, I was Best in Penmanship (as usual..kahit sa pagsusulat..napaka-meticulous ko..n_n..) and..HONOR STUDENT. I absolutely cannot believe that I had received two merit cards because I was hopeless to get to the Honor List. Anyway, I was still happy because..I MADE IT. But, I have to aim higher..being MOST OUTSTANDING STUDENT..n_n.. Anyway, back to the contest, our principal is about to announce the results. -With an average score of 90.4, Second Place goes to..2..Wisdom!- I cant believe my ears! We won 2nd place?!?! Johanna and I stood up and she is asking me if it is really true that we earned a place!! Waaahhh!! Then, to accept the plaque, is our director, Mariel (who is also our director..) along with our adviser, Ms. Abad, and a couple of students, Johanna and Patty. I really could not believe it!!! I feel so great because I had also contributed something to this presentation as one of the organizers (hmm..somewhat Co-Director..n_n..), Sound Tech Personnel, and Narrator.

There you have it folks..

GO WISDOM GO WISDOM GO!!!

Sayonara..n_n..

Cheska's thoughts at 7:23 PM