Why am I acting so crazy right now? A while ago, we had just lost the basketball game by ONE point. Grr...it irritated me so much. Oh well...
After the game, I headed to the canteen to buy a bottle of water because I had been screaming my lungs out (even for the past days). Then before I handed my money to the cashier, I noticed Carlos, a former classmate of mine way back during my Elementary years. I was quite angry because he hasn't been talking to me neither any of his former classmates. I gave him a light punch in the arm. When he finally noticed, we began talking. Suddenly, his eyes spotted my 3-year(s) crush. He waved "Hi!" to me and I returned it. On the other hand, Carlos began teasing me. When my ex-crush walked away, I said, "Hanggang ngayon yan parin ang intriga?!". When he parted, I heard some "ui!" from his table. Avoiding to think what those jerks were thinking, I just shrugged my shoulders.
That moment when my ex-crush waved "Hi!", something inside of me told me that I should say something else. Indeed, I had so many questions inside my head like, "How are you?", "Why aren't you online most of the time?", "How come you don't reply to my texts?", "How are you and your girlfriend?" (if they're still on with the girl he mentioned a year back), and a whole lot more. I didn't know what held me back.
I guess I know why am I acting so crazy. I had seen him. There were a lot of times we had crossed each other's paths, but neither of us spoke. We just pass each other like we don't know each other. It was just a while ago he had noticed me. I've been watching him a lot of times, but I think he doesn't know. I was happy. I was happy because he finally noticed me. Seeing that smile on his face when he waved, brought me back in time when I was so "in love" with him. I remembered why I fell for him; it was his smile that caught my eye. I missed him, even though he isn't anymore the one my heart belongs. I'm glad. I just pray that we would be able to talk a little longer.
Sayonara..n_n..
PS: Sorry if I can't mention the name...I just feel that I don't want to.
Cheska's thoughts at 8:43 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.
