Tuesday, November 08, 2005
After the Rain Comes the Glorious Sunlight..
After the rain comes the glorious sunlight...
Two days ago, I felt like a wreck. Later that night, I cried my heart out to the Lord, because I wanted to disappear. However, yesterday changed everything.
My mother told me that the reason why it happened is because God was happy. You see, I cried out to Him about what I feel. So, to cheer me up, he gave me an unexpected yet wonderful gift.
The reason why I cried is because I had finally realized my mistakes. I wanted to make things right again. I don't want the same mistakes happen all over again. To tell you the truth, my new book (Saving My First Kiss by Lisa Velthouse) was the one that brought me to my senses. I now wanted to live a life where I wouldn't cry anymore, because of my mistakes..n_n..
Here's a song that I want to share with you. It somehow described what I felt yesterday.
I'M ALIVE by Celine Dion
I get wings to fly... Oh-oh I'm alive... yeah.. yeah
When you call for me When I hear you breathe I get wings to fly... I feel that I'm alive
When you look at me I can touch the sky I know that I'm alive Ohh... Ooh.... alive
When you blessed the day I just drift away All my world is right I'm glad that I'm alive
You set my heart on fire Filled me with love Made me a woman I'm glad you're back
I couldn't get much higher My spirit takes flight (My spirit takes flight) Because I'm alive (Because I'm alive)
Ooh... never bound
(When you call on me) When you call on me (When I hear you breathe) When I hear you breathe (I get wings to fly...) I feel that I'm alive
Oh yeah, I'm alive.
(When you reach for me) When you reach for me (Erases fear inside) Loves knows that That I'll be the one standing by Through good and through trying times And it's only begun I can't wait for the rest of my life
(When you call for me) When you call on me (When you reach for me) When you reach for me (I get wings to fly...) Ah-ah... (I feel that...)
(When you blessed the day) When you blessed, you blessed the day (I just drift away) I just drift away (All my world is dark) I know that... I'm alive
Yeah...
I get wings to fly God knows that I'm alive...
Cheska's thoughts at 7:37 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.