Tuesday, November 08, 2005
After the Rain Comes the Glorious Sunlight..

After the rain comes the glorious sunlight...

Two days ago, I felt like a wreck. Later that night, I cried my heart out to the Lord, because I wanted to disappear. However, yesterday changed everything.

My mother told me that the reason why it happened is because God was happy. You see, I cried out to Him about what I feel. So, to cheer me up, he gave me an unexpected yet wonderful gift.

The reason why I cried is because I had finally realized my mistakes. I wanted to make things right again. I don't want the same mistakes happen all over again. To tell you the truth, my new book (Saving My First Kiss by Lisa Velthouse) was the one that brought me to my senses. I now wanted to live a life where I wouldn't cry anymore, because of my mistakes..n_n..

Here's a song that I want to share with you. It somehow described what I felt yesterday.

I'M ALIVE by Celine Dion

I get wings to fly... Oh-oh
I'm alive... yeah.. yeah

When you call for me
When I hear you breathe
I get wings to fly...
I feel that I'm alive

When you look at me
I can touch the sky
I know that
I'm alive
Ohh... Ooh.... alive

When you blessed the day
I just drift away
All my world is right
I'm glad that I'm alive

You set my heart on fire
Filled me with love
Made me a woman
I'm glad you're back

I couldn't get much higher
My spirit takes flight
(My spirit takes flight)
Because I'm alive
(Because I'm alive)

Ooh... never bound

(When you call on me)
When you call on me
(When I hear you breathe)
When I hear you breathe
(I get wings to fly...)
I feel that I'm alive

Oh yeah, I'm alive.

(When you reach for me)
When you reach for me
(Erases fear inside)
Loves knows that

That I'll be the one standing by
Through good and through trying times
And it's only begun
I can't wait for the rest of my life

(When you call for me)
When you call on me
(When you reach for me)
When you reach for me
(I get wings to fly...)
Ah-ah...
(I feel that...)

(When you blessed the day)
When you blessed, you blessed the day
(I just drift away)
I just drift away
(All my world is dark)
I know that... I'm alive

Yeah...

I get wings to fly
God knows that I'm alive...


Cheska's thoughts at 7:37 PM