Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Recalling the Past Three Days..
It took me quite long before I could post again. My schedule was really hectic with a lot of assignments and projects.
Sunday [11.13.05] -- I didn't know what happened. He suddenly changed. He wasn't the one I used to know before. My feelings were hurt after that incident. But, I'm still holding my head up high. It seems that this is a little game, my friend. Well, I'll play along with you. Remember, you don't know who I really am. You don't know who you're messing with. (On the other hand, my AP project became more creative than I've ever imagined because of my anger for someone. Ok, here's tip for students doing their projects: Get angry first, it somewhat brings your creativity out.)
Monday [11.14.05] -- I had already started taking action. I can't wait for the result.
Tuesday [11.15.05] -- Last night, I just realized that I'm really going to miss that certain guy I laid eyes on when we went to the other campus. I'm going to miss the times when I always pretend that I wasn't looking at him. I remembered one of my favorite moments when I was there. I, Claire (She knows me but I already forgot all about her. I only remembered when she mentioned that she was also one of the contestants in Ms. Saint Claire when I was one too.), and Pat were pumping balloons. It was quite a challenge for us because the yellow ones were too small. Across my side, I could clearly see him sitting on top of the bookshelf near an open window. Because of my temptation to look at him secretly, I pretended to look at the window, but in fact, I was really looking at him! Hahaha...talking about pa-simple. I wil also miss the times when I always see him sitting alone. He is so quiet. All he just does is lean his head against the wall and observe the people around him. He's tall, handsome, and a great athlete. He always keeps a straight face on that made me wonder if he ever smiles. Until...I finally saw that smile. Ever since I saw that captivating smile on his glowing face, I liked him even more. Alright, I admit it. He's already my crush. My ONE and ONLY crush for NOW. Then, reality struck me. I won't be able to see him for a long time because he's there and I'm stuck here. Just then, I read the Tentative schedule of our school this coming November and December. I suddenly felt excitement rushing through my veins when I read that there will be a High School Dance on December 19! I know it's still far, but all I have to do is to have a little patience, right? I will able to see him again!
Wednesday [11.16.05] -- I'm slowly starting to get Factoring right. I can do this! Even though my score is still low, but my answers are not far from the real answer. I'm getting it! I'm starting to get the concept of Algebra!
Well, that's it. Bye!
Cheska's thoughts at 9:16 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.