I was happy, at first, with the way things started out this morning. Unfortunately, something happened...
All of a sudden, I felt something pinching my insides. I stood still...my eyes were wide open...I couldn't utter the words to say. I couldn't bear what I saw, so I quickly walked away.
I didn't know how I felt. Various emotions were stirring inside me. All I just know I didn't feel good. I felt I was suffering a breakdown. I felt that I was struck by an enormous force.
I kept thinking that it was nothing, but the image kept on replaying inside my head. I tried to read my new book to find an answer, but I couldn't take my mind off the incident. I kept on asking myself (even to my closest buds), "What am I going to do?"
Even though my mind was a little bit settled by the words of my trustworthy friends, I'm still stuck with these unknown and stirring emotions. I kept on questioning myself especially the italicized words above. I even feel like I'm going crazy!
What am I going to do? What am I going to do? What am I going to do?...
Cheska's thoughts at 9:11 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.
