Friday, December 16, 2005
A Stupid Mistake..

I never thought that something like this would happen...

I was supposed to delete all the Sent Messages in the Sent Items box, accidentally, I deleted ALL the messages including my folders. I tried to stop the process, but it was done. I cried. I felt angry at myself for doing such a stupid mistake. All those messages were important to me especially those from my ka-barkadz and family. I continued to cry bitterly while, my mother tried to comfort me. I couldn't stop myself. It was too hard to accept. I even asked God the reason why this kind of things need to happen. I wasn't even able to study well.

After a while, my tears subsided. Mom told me that it was alright compared to what happened to her when she graduated. She even told me that probably God has a purpose behind it. When I knew I was already better, I even joked that my messages memory was full anyway. Finally, I smiled and laughed. Yeah, those precious messages were already consuming a lot of space from my phone memory. My mother even added that after all this year's going to end and there's only a few days away before the New Year (and my birthday!), why not have new messages too? Chapter 13 will finally close, and Chapter 14 will soon start. I finally felt better...

Thank God, mother was here...

I don't want to cry anymore over that mistake for the coming days. I have a great week ahead of me. I'm included in the SLT Graduation. I'm going to attend the CCBC Christmas Party. I'm going to have fun at the Youth Christmas Party and High School Dance on Monday. I don't want that mistake to take over my weekend nor what I felt a while ago (I felt confident that I'm going to have a 9 of 9 in my Quarterly Exam in Math..n_n..).

I'm finally feeling better...


Cheska's thoughts at 5:56 AM