Nothing really happened for the past days, but I'd rather tell you.. I felt a lot better ever since I talked to two people who know what I advice they should give. They are right, I should move on with the life God has given me. Thank you so much, Kathy and Ate Karen.
However, I can't deny on how much I miss the guy who has been close to my heart already. Everyday, I look at my cell phone, hoping that he would text me once again. When I go online, I open his archive and read the conversations we had. I really miss those times. But, everything fell into pieces -- pieces that are shattered, wasted, and will never be picked up.
While undergoing the healing process, God opened my eyes to a lot of things. I ranked 3rd in our class and 4th in the whole Second Year. I received the award, "First in Deportment", again and lastly, qualified for the AP Quiz Bee.
There are a lot better things on Earth -- I guess this is what God is trying to tell me. I've fallen head-over-heels for a guy and lost interest in Him and His wondrous works. As a result, he took him away from me, but for the better. A guy is only a guy, but God is more than who He really is.
Cheska's thoughts at 10:23 PM
life's sweetness..
The sound that sting one's ears, the smell of damp paper left outside to humidify and dehydrate, the unconscious minds and treacherous hearts were all but a part of the melodrama.
