Sunday, February 19, 2006
"There's is Something in Your Smile.."

All I can say is...ang lupet ng fellowship namin kanina! Hehehe..n_n..

Ok, let's get serious. Ate Karen and I talked a while ago before the fellowship started. Probably, she's right about how I feel for Jim. Even though I'm really furious with what he did to me, there is still that feeling that tells me that I want to know the truth. I don't know really what is the real story, but it's probably better not to mind about it anymore because there's something more.

One of my greatest fear is to fall for one of my friends. Probably most of you would wonder why, but I have this principle in life that "Friendship is more valuable than crushing on somebody". Friendship is such a treasure to me, so it's hard when it will be shattered. Probably, I'm just rejecting the feelings I have for him again, because I like him better when we are friends. Anyway, let me leave this post with simple message regarding my feelings for this person...

"ABANGAN ANG SUSUNOD NA KABANATA..."


Cheska's thoughts at 4:26 AM