My best friend, Pat, has a point. He was clinging unto me for grades. He chose me because he knows I'm good at doing the project. And just like my friend said, if ever he knew about the Math project, he will surely come to me and ask to be his partner.
In other words, nakikisabit lang siya sa grades.
Honestly, I hate those kind of people. It is alright for me to depend on me as long as he/she is doing his/her part well. However, in this case, he is beyong the dependency line. At first, he was okay, but as the weeks go by, he then tells us: "bahala kayo". I hate that kind of answer. Well, for me, it doesn't even sound as an answer. Grr..kung pwede lang sana manapak ng tao, matagal ko nang ginawa yun sa kanya!
He's definitely changed...for the worse. Wala na, binabawi ko na talaga mga sinabi ko noon.
So, since one is gone, then one is left! Hahaha.. XD. Yup, I'll definitely stick to the one left. Bwahahaha..
Haii..naku! Ang cute nya kasi eh. :D And you know something, he is way way better than the one gone. :D
Cheska's thoughts at 11:09 PM
Caged Bird
Miyamoto Shunichi
OST: DNAngel
*[Lyrics are originally Japanese, but I'll just put the English one so you would be able to understand]*
How high would I have to fly
To lose sight of you, so far away?
If I turn my eyes away, I might feel better.
But I want to be looking always at you from somewhere.
Because there's no way I can forget you
At my wits' end, I keep staring up at the sky.
It's almost as if I was like a small bird inside a cage,
Searching for the window, aimlessly wandering around.
I want to see you right away, because I love you
Even though I want to run away because I'm scared of being hurt.
If this unseen barrier around me should tear my wings,
Still, you are so precious to me that it makes me sad.
*[It is much better to hear the music itself. I promise you, it will make you cry.]*
Cheska's thoughts at 3:26 AM
Hahaha!!! Ang cute ng title noh?!?! Hahaha..mukha na akong anime sa kilig!!! :DHehehe..ang sweet niya sakin kagabi. :D Di ko malilimutan ang text niyang toh:o sya cge slip n tau.. aga p pasOk bkas.. Cge nytie..(smilie face)
Waaahhh!!! Kilig talaga to the max! :D Hindi ie-erase yan! Bwahaha..
Dami rin naming moments kanina (xempers may mga 'extras'..bwahaha)!! :D Shocks! Di ko talaga malilimutan tong araw na toh!! :D
Hahaha..ang babaw ng kaligayahan ko noh?!?! Pasensya na..nag-drugs kasi ako eh..bwahahaha..
Cheska's thoughts at 12:47 AM
I just need some time to speak about this...Even though I admit that there are two special people in my life right now, there is a big difference in what I feel. I guess I could agree with the saying, "First love never dies". Haha. It's my first time to have special feelings for two people at the same time.As much as I want to tell the details, I'd rather keep it a secret especially about the second guy. All I can say is that we complement each other so well. He's like the first one but not quite. Yeah, I have many many rivals (I'm a girl so I know how girls act when they see their crush). I don't have any idea what kind of girl he likes, but...I'll just let things unfold. For now, quiet lang ako. :)
Cheska's thoughts at 11:36 PM
Obviously, I was busy over the week -- researching for reports, outlining, and even sucking my brains out over problems. Haha. This IS the life.
July 3: Music is Annoying and Irritating
All of us hate our Music teacher. Well, besides that he doesn't explain everything clearly, he is also ma-pride. Grr... annoying and irritating indeed. I hope he meets his match someday.
July 4: Major Disappointment
Last week, I have already stated that I plan on running for P.R.O. in the Student Council Elections. However, things didn't go the way it planned.
After our discussion in Grammar, our subject teacher announced that the administration (in his term, gods and goddesses) didn't approve of having a Student Council. My hopes and visions for the school were shattered. Why? Why did they disapprove this? Don't they know that having a Student Council could be a BIG help in the development of the school? Are they afraid that the Student Council MAY take over the school because of the student population and such? I just couldn't believe them!
July 5: Things That Make You Puke
Since I am sitted near the platform, I am one of the people who experience the best and the worst. The best for you get to understand a topic more vividly than sitting at the back, and the worst meaning discussions that make you want to go out of the classroom.
Boys love this. Girls are well, ashamed and disgusted of it. Haha. The-three-letter-word education. Yeah, it makes us (girls) sick to the bones, especially when your teacher is a guy.
This week's topic was all about Sexually Transmitted Diseases (STD). We were lucky for there weren't any pictures in our book, but the descriptions are enough to make your stomach turn. Since I was one of the maarte people, our teacher suddenly shoved his college book (with pictures of some STD's, black and white) right in front of my face! Grr... I hate him for doing that! And if you ask me, I only took a few bites out my lunch because of that.
July 6: Wala Munang Pansinan
For the meantime, I'll be suplada to him. If he asks or he is the first to talk, fine, I'll talk. Men are sometimes egoistic.
July 7: Teacher for 80 Minutes
I love to report! I get so giddy and excited whenever I am asked to report something. Hahaha.
I was the assigned reporter in discussing Converses, Inverses, and Contrapositives (Math). I did the research just Wednesday for I thought that I'll be reporting tomorrow. Hahaha.
I had a huge smile on my face when our teacher praised me for the way I report and how complete it was. I was even happy to realize that my classmates listened and understood everything. Those simple actions are enough to touch my heart. I'm the type of person who likes to be praised and is respected (not only me, but EVERYONE). Some asked questions that made me enjoy more. They're interested. I successfully caught their attention that I thought I can't do.
He's back to his old self, although a little bit epal in a way. But, anyway, he told me that my report was good. Hehehe. Even though I am surrounded with numerous girls who are falling for him, I'll never go beyond the line. I'll never put a foot forward. In addition, he is one of my toughest rivals in the Honor Roll, and I'll never allow him to reach #1 before I do.
Next Wednesday marks the beginning of our First Mid-Quarter Exams. Hehehe. I made a deal with my mother that I enjoyed thinking. If I got grades that are satisfactory to me and them, we'll all "Pirates of the Carribean 2". Hahaha. I've got a celebrity crush in that movie!
Cheska's thoughts at 7:50 AM
Hahaha..one week of no news from me. :DI am glad to be able to blog right now (even though I still got three requirements to finish and one report to do :D ). I'm so busy over the weekdays that I hardly have any time for myself and also...for God. :(Back to the puyat life again. (sigh) Even though I do have a schedule, I still sleep late. Waaahhh!!! Paano ako tatangkad niyan?!?! Yeah, I sleep 5-6 hours a day instead of the required 8 hours. Gosh! I miss my boring life during the vacation.However, this point of time isn't yet half of my real, hectic life. Last Thursday, our Grammar teacher told us about the election of Student Council Officers. After discussing the positions for candidacy, I began to choose what position should I run for: Vice Governor (Vice President), P.R.O. , or Level Representative. Finally, after discussing it at home with my parents I decided to run for P.R.O. Not bad, right?I plan on joining other co-curricular activities such as COCC and the Journalism Staff. Hahaha. I always tell myself, "Sige na, Cheska, minsan ka lang makaranas ng High School. Sa college, hindi mo na magagawa yan." Hahaha. Busy, busy, busy me.How's your heart? -- ah, a question some of you might ask. Haha. Actually, I'm fine right now after days of battling with my conscience and my perspective on having a crush and falling in love. I'm also glad that I still have time for matters like that (although I know some of you would say it's unecessary). I know some you might get worried for me again, but I'll be careful, although, I can't promise you that. Guard your heart -- that's what you always say, but I'll never stop listening to it.Enough said of everything. I got to get back to my studies or else I won't get to achieve the one goal I have for this year.Bye! :)
Cheska's thoughts at 11:46 PM
