Iimbitahin mo pa rin ba siya sa party mo?Syempre. Kaibigan ko parin naman yun...tsaka, malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya.Bakit?Basta.That was my conversation with my mom went when we were ready to leave SM and finished our shopping spree. Actually, there is a continuation on what I said:Malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya dahil...siya yung taong unang minahal ko.There is still that feeling that occupies a very tiny space in my heart to notice. Sometimes, I even feel lonely because we don't get to text or talk to each other that often. We're only friends right now. No more tingly feeling. No more kilig factor.I miss him, but I'm letting go. And let me say that again, I'd rather fall into the arms of the unreachable than wishing for the person you love right now fall for you.Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you...
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me...
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Cheska's thoughts at 12:30 AM
